KARACHI: Man abused by three women - Daily Dawn 2nd February 2009

http://www.dawn.com/2009/02/02/local3.htm

This has been the most weirdest thing I have read recently. Not because of the fact that this time it was a group of Women planning something so disgusting but the fact that where is the society going to?

Was this done for fun or is it some original way of scoring a point in favour of Women's Liberation? Be it a man or a woman involved in such activity, is the world really becoming so frustrated that sex has now become number one on the priority list of a person's mind?

Who do we blame for this? The media, the society or a poor frame of mind?

Saturday Night - 14th February 2009

I stand alone weeping over what has been lost
I regret why I left my self open to be used and abused
Unable to stand the hurt & torture that was given without reason
I try to calm my nerves and ignore the present situation

Desperate for a distraction I sought peace in colours
Little did I know a colourful image itself would challenge the bitter wounds
Trying to open whats has been locked and buried deep inside
Offers an even bigger test for the already broken heart

I try to maintain what has been ammended with great difficulty
But the master of colours refuse to embrace defeat
And entering the dungeon of sorrow
Opens the gates for a new begining

Now I stand happy and pure
Yet inside I am unsure

Trying to embrace the beautiful once experienced fresh beam of light
I have every reason to believe the same would be followed by a Dark Night

Finally Found Peace

Things have been really hectic at work lately. I can still very well remember the time when I resigned from Citi Bank and moved to Barclays... Man was I ever motivated and ready for extreme action especially since I moved in to a field of my choice...
Wanting to prove my self immediately I still remember running after my boss during my first week at work complaining that I did not have much to do... Ofcourse things are on a much more different level now. It's shocking if my parents see me at home before 7. Over the past one year my life has changes drasticaly but all is good :)
I feel I am much more happy and relaxed with the way things are now(especially since I LOVE my job)I always used to hear my father say how it is important for one to go for a field he / she desires to go to instead of persuing a career at a place one hates to the most.
Life is all about taking the right decisions at the right time... I spend more time with parents and bro... Get to spend more time with MYSELF alone... I now have a VERY few but sincere and genuine people around me... Life is definitely good if looked at positively & with patience keeping mind that Allah is always around to sorth things out :)

25 Facts about myself...

Came across this really creative thing at Face Book today through a freind's profile whereby an individual is supposed to Jot down 25 true facts about him / herself in a message and forward to all other freinds who are in return supposed to reply back to the message posting 25 facts about them selves. What an awesome way of getting to know some one though a lil time consuming.

I did not try this out at Face Book but it's only fair that I format something similar here at dear bloggy and no one is supposed to reply back with 25 points of there own so here goes nothing...

1, The only three people I can trust with my eyes closed is my family (parents & bro)
2, I LOVE chocolate
3, I am more sentimental towards homeless puppies as compared to beggers
4, I want to be an independant & strong woman till the day I die
5, I want to be the world's most perfect daughter
6, I have a huge collection of romance novels but when I hear a guy say such stuff to me I find that fake and made up
7, I never open up to people
8, I always ponder over the negative aspect of the situation first
9, I enjoy watching High School movies
10, My idea of relaxation is spending time alone wearing PJs, reading a good book or watching a nice soft movie with chips & soft drinks and then eventually falling asleep on the floor or sofa
11, At times i get this urge to be a simple house wife whose life revolves around her husband, parents and children
12, When demotivated I like to let go off everything and go somewhere far off to sit alone and work on an oil painting
13, I find it difficult to fall out of love
14, I can forgive but never forget
15, I beleive a female should not be dependant on make up to feel beautiful
16, Sincerity is hard to find
17, "I Love You" should only be said when genuinely meant from the heart
18, There is no colour in the world i dislike
19, I change the way i look after every three months
20, In a guy I go for the way he talks and smiles
21, Cant stand snobs
22, Strong supporter of Women's Lib
23, Plan to have 2 kids when married
24, I am now more practical then emotional
25, I have 100% confidence that wherever I go and whatever I do, Allah (SAW) is always helping me out and I'll always get a happy ending :)

The Beautiful Sandstorm

To some this might seem a bit weird that for my first Blog post I have a Sandstorm on my mind but honestly today I saw what was the most beautiful and fascinating scene right there on the centre of Shahra-e-Faisal - Karachi.

I was on my way back to work listening to some good Indian music while my driver fought his way through the extreme heavy traffic. Though I had all the windows up and closed I noticed some activity in the wind. It was dark and the main road seemed to be heavily loaded with car lights and there were dry, dead leaves all flying around and making small circles. There was a lot of sand mixed in the wind (Which would ofcourse give any normal person an allergy) but to me it was a site to see... I was so totally captivated with the scene and suddenly got this urge to get out of the car and start dancing in the middle of the road, stopping every car and messing up my hair in the sand & watching the dead leaves move around me like a magic spell.

I guess im going through a certain state of mind that forces me to do something off the line... I suppose my recent short hairdo with red streaks just aint wild enough for me no more. Watch out world !!!