Based on my current state of mind I decided to be all goodie two shoes and set out to change the world. The first step to initiate the same was to change AK the person herself (The worst of em all!!) Khair it's all very simple really though requires a hell lot of will power. For starters I started moving around at work with a polite - though not so freindly smile on my face. Had to force my self to laugh at all the stupid idiotic jokes and praise all the girls in the washroom when they flaunt a new shirt or a hairdo (Okhay so i exaggerated a bit I didnt quite "Praise" anyone - I just sort of nodded when Sara asked "Oh isnt she looking pretty QK?")
I beleive the BAH HUMBUGNESS has started showing on my face so AK is all about SMILES these days (Gag me with a spoon!)
Anyways, having implemented that I focused on number 2 which was to show even more efficiency then usual at work which I always find motivating for my self as I get to learn new stuff. As a result today I was handed out data extraction, validation, review, respond and closure of THREE AML REPORTS (Yikes!) which got me a bit taken aback at first but then I was like kay what the heck! This is what I wanted didnt I? So that too went successful.
Number three is the change in the way I dress up (Argh!) Required LOADS of Amma's help on that... Well I havent quite implemented this piece as yet ... ermm... I mean 85% of what I wear is sleeveless, office formal shirts and dress pants!!! I mean look at today for example - I made an entrance wearing a nice shalwaar kameez with a very graceful dupatta and almost every girl at work including some men asked "How come from a boy to square one?" Urgh.. ReeellllAAX people give a person a break here ok? You cant blame a person for atleast trying (I have to admit the traditional look didnt quite fit with the short red streaked hair :P) but im trying to grow my hair longer too :( )
Number four is that I have been working out quite regularly so all is in good shape ;)
Number five is to prepare for the aptitude test for CBM's executive MBA programme - So far all the information has been gathered and I HAVE started preparing for the apptitude test which is on the 14th of June 2009 ... sort (Gulp)But this is not the only problem here... My latest theory of "DOING WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES" kind of contradicts my doing MBA as inside I know I want to do my Masters in English Literature. Now I know that if I try discussing this with a few freinds who ALSO read this bloggie of mine will probably roll their eyes at me and throw daggers at me if i even THINK backing out from giving the aptitude test [:(]
Number 6 is to do more and spend more for the community rather then myself (For starters I have volounteered to help out Barclay's Corporate affairs team in all the programmes they are organizing which includes a BIG FUND RAISING EVENT for the people who have been badly affected due to the military operations in SWAT (HOW I feel about this situation should better be posted in a fresh post altogether cos that peive i intend to make a lil serious)
MOST important is to give more time to my family and build up my relationship with Allah Mian (Progress so far :))
Oh oh and did I tell you guys that Im posting this from work? :D How's that for mutil taksing ;)
Regards,
Highly BUSY + MOTIVATED AK (h)
